It had been 18 months. 18 long and lonely months since he left me alone, wanting him, but having no one to talk or turn to. Have you ever missed someone so much you actually started to imagine they were there with you just so that the heart wrenching pain ebbed for a little while?
But even in the worst situations light comes at the end of the tunnel eventually. Mine in the form of a new job and house a little way away from all the pain and bad memories that were left there in Forks. Now here I was in my small 1 bedroomed house in Tacoma, taking pictures of the Washington scenery for travel brochures....

as i aprouched the car i could hear jacob mutter to himself
"should of stayed, what would sam think? i am the worst excuse for werewolf"
"jacob are you ok?" i asked as i climbed in
"are you ok? dont ask me i should of stayed its my job to protect humans humans like you from them" he spat the word. best tell him now before he hates me.
"jacob i can handle my self i am not what you think i am"
"no your more your smart funny and beautiful nessie and i love you" he leaned in and i couldnt stop him onse he started when he did start so before his lips could touch mine
"i am half vampire" he stopped...

I'm sure most of you have heard, Stephenie Meyer is publishing a new book, or as she says, novella. You guys are probably asking yourselves why I would want to write an article about this and share the same information. However, the news has caused so much of a hype, not everyone is reading what Stephenie Meyer had said and the complaints from alot of fans encouraged me to write this article and I would like to address some of those issues. So, another semi-rant. Haha

Since 2008, us Twilight fans thought the door to the Twilight world would be sealed, or at least be shut for a very long time,...

"none of us have an idea but its stronger then her allready" we had no idea what that ment either. we knew less then them. i think
he thought of the thing ripping her out from the inside
"help me stop it he me stop this from happerning" i whispered. almost begged.
"how offer her my stud servises? this is really sick she will never listern" he flinched like it was desusting to him but to me it was what would help bella to live.
"try there is nothing to lose now how can it hurt?"
and how could it she was allready dieing. so was i nothing could hurt anymore. or was there?
it would hurt me havnt...

hey sorry it took so long!!!

Heres the first Chapter!!!
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Chapter 2: What Really Happened.

(Present Day)


I silently sat on the gently swaying tree branch with both of my pale cold legs wrapped under me. My hands gripped my sweater closer even though i couldnt feel the cold the feel of wool was a comfort to me.
The endless green in front of me seemed to go on forever as i sat watching the trees turn into a silent see of waves.
Forks, Washington was my new home. My first real home since i was a nomadic vampire and didnt fancy in staying anywhere. But here felt different more like a home. I had...