Rosalie's POV
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There was something wrong. I knew it. I could feel it. I had no control over my own body anymore. Like someone else was in charge of it. I said things I didn't wanted to say, and the things I wanted to say were stuck in me.

'I hate you,' I hisses furiously through my teeth. What? No! No! I didn't hate you, I wanted to scream. But I couldn't move my lips the way I wanted.

What in the name of Carlisle was going on with me?

'Rose, w... what's wrong with you?' I saw the hurt in Emmett's eyes. It simply broke my dead heart in countless pieces.

'The only thing who's wrong...

Seconds, minutes, hours, days I sat next to Emmett, holding his hand, wishing and praying every minute the same. That he will be all right. But nothing happened. I cried, screamed and yelled from frustration. Sometimes I sat for hours, just sobbing his name. Carlisle did a few tests, but he still didn't know what happened with his son. Edward and Alice kept searching but no results came out. They only knew that he was alive, he was there somewhere. Jasper left because he couldn't bare the pain, coming from Emmett. Poor Jasper didn't had to bare only Emmett's pain, but ours too. Mine was far...

Rosalie's POV
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Chapter twelve: a mysterious door
'Well, hello,' Aro stood in front of me. I frowned at him, since when did he open the door? I thought the receptionist would do it or something. I thought he would be on his "throne". I didn't like him, at all. 'What brought you here, miss Cullen? Come in,' he lead me inside. I walked quietly inwards and followed him to a big room, where his "throne" and that from Caius and Marcus were. I saw Caius and Marcus on there "throne". They looked surprised when they saw me. Aro went to sit on his "throne". I stepped closer to...

Rosalie's POV
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I was in the plane. The time flew by when I made my decision. Of course I tried to change my mind all the time, so Alice couldn't see me. But believe me, it wasn't easy. I couldn't stop with thinking about what was going to happen. I couldn't stop thinking about my family. I knew that they loved me, and that they tried to help me, but I couldn't sit and cheer myself up. I loved them too, even Jacob and his pack. I couldn't force myself not to leave something. So I left them a letter. I said to them that I was gone hunting for a while. It was very hard for...

Emmett's POV
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Fire was racing through my veins. I was burning, again. It was so awful and miserable. I knew with Jane's gift I had no change against her. I could fight for my life but it was useless. She had a gift and I had strength. You can't fight against someone with a gift like that. It's like a chicken fighting against a lion. I hated it to admit, but I was the chicken and that little stupid girl was the lion.

I heard my brothers. Begging if Jane wanted to stop. I never heard them begging like that. It was kind of... funny. Yeah. But hey, it's me, I can find in everything...

Emmett's POV
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I was still burning. It was an endless pain, why does it take so long? Just kill me and I'm over it. Rosalie... oh my Angel. I would never see her again, never tell her the truth. Alice would, but that will make it just harder. I'm the one who said the lies, so I had to fix it. And that's why I had to fight, and not give up. Even if I was in a horrible pain. I hope she would take me back. I mean, she can have everyone she want. What if she fall in love with another man? Oh no, please no.

I wondered if my brother were already dead. How was Esme going to take this?...

Rosalie's POV
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It was raining. I stared at the rain, how it fell on the ground and how it splashed apart. I hated the rain, it remind me of sad moments. Like my past. But my past was nothing compared the fact that Emmett left me. Emmett learned me to love the nature, including the rain. So rain reminds me of Emmett. It was a few days after his change when he took me outside while it rained. I could remind that day clear.

'Come on! It's just rain,' Emmett laughed at me. I frowned. I didn't wanted to go outside while it rained. It's wet and cold. Not that the cold bother me compared...

Emmett's POV
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How was I going to say this to Rosalie? Edward and Jasper were right, she can't go with us. It'll be too dangerous for her. But breaking her heart... Are they insane? I want to see Edward break Bella's heart or Jasper Alice's heart. Oh wait, Edward broke already Bella's, a few years ago. But I can't do that, not to my Angel. She don't deserve that. But did she deserve danger?

I wanted to protect her. And if this was the only way, then it should be. Edward was going tot talk to Bella and he and Jasper were going to wait for me a few miles further.

I sighed deeply before...

Emmett's POV
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Fantastic, making jokes about Bella and Edward again is really funny. Too bad that Bella is a vampire now and that she can't blush anymore.

Jasper, Alice and Bella were hunting. Carlisle and Esme were in Carlisle's offish, and I actually didn't wanted to know what they were doing I mean...

'Emmett, they are our parents!' Edward hissed to me. I shrugged.

What? Parents can have fun too you know.

'Emmett!'

Okay okay, sorry Ed. Too bad Bella isn't here, she could cheer your bad mood up and...

'Emmett Dale McCarthy Cullen it's good you didn't say that out loud!'...

Rosalie's POV
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I opened my eyes with the little power I had in me.
'Rose, Rose!' I heard someone yell. Emmett. I saw him. His face hanging above mine. I wanted to say something. I wanted to tell him how much I loved him, I wanted to hug him, to kiss him, I wanted so much, but I couldn't. Like something was controlling my emotions. I couldn't move, I couldn't speak, I almost couldn't breath.
'Rose?' I heared Carlisle. 'Rose? Say something,' he begged me. I wanted to say something, but I couldn't.
'I, I... I can't feel her emotions,' Jasper whispered.
'There's something wrong,' Carlisle...

This is the sequel story from: What's happening to me?
In Emmett's POV
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It was a month after the volturi attackted us. I was very sure that we had a change, if we fight. But I must say, I was a little bit scary. Rose and I had a hard time to absorb everything what happened those weeks.
I was the most happy from the fact that Rose finally accept this hole life, she was happy, and that makes me happy too.

'Hi Jacob,' Rosalie greeted him. We all chuckled, after Jacob saved me, Rosalie was... well, very "happy" with him.
'Hi,' Jacob greeted. He grinned.
We were sitting...

It was worser then I thought, much more worser. I never liked fighting, and I wasn't going to change my mind. But that it would be so hard, I never imagine. My hole vampire life was mysteric. I lived two years in darkness, that was after my transformation. Untill I found Emmett, he brought light with him. I had a happy mariage, and a lovely family, but they're was missing something. I wanted to be a mother. It was hard for me, but after Bella got pregnant, and after Renesmee was born, I promised myself to be the best aunt you could imagine. I thought that my life was now perfect, and that I...

We were all settled around the dinnertable. I sat between Emmett and Jasper. The volturi would come to kill us, because Emmett, my love, killed Jane. It felt like it was all my fault, I jumped between Demetri and Emmett, so Emmett want to kill Demetri. And the volturi knew I would stay alone, at home with Nessie. So Jane came here to kill me.
'That's not true Rose,' Edward whispered quitly. He sat against me. I bowed my head. Don't try to make me feel better, I know it's my fault.
'We would all do the same if it wasn't you,' Edward said.
'What's this all about?' I heared that Emmett was annoyed....

Rosalie's POV
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I was walking, walking in the darkness. Trying to search the light, trying to, maybe hear voices. I didn't know how I had to start. I started to run, but after a few seconds my legs were giving up. No! I thought. No! Please! Move! But I couldn't. I fell on the ground. The ground was very cold. Colder then my skin. It was so cold that it hurt me. I was paralyzed. This was the end, I felt it. This is the end of Rosalie Lillian Hale. Before I died I thought of my family. Alice, we didn't finish our wardrobe, I couldn't shop with her anymore.
And Jasper, he was so...

24: Victim of the Game

The rest of the trip was in relative silence. Rosalie seemed ok after a while, even talking to Luke and Michael. To Jack, she spoke with her mind only. Tristan had gone to his room-to work on something though what no one knew. At long last the carriage came to an abrupt and Tristan came out, his face grim.
“That bad?” Jack asked, looking up at him.
He didn’t answer, just looked down. “What?” Rosalie asked him, sensing that something big had been kept from her.
No one answered, they all silently got off but Rosalie was not done. “What is going on? Jack?”...

7: The Truth

The carriage proved to be even larger on the inside: made of all wood, it had a large domed shape top that hugged it close yet even Jack the tallest there could stand and walk comfortably in it. The entire thing seemed to stretch forever, like the inside of it would never end. “Magic” Tristan said simply. “I’m a warlock-amongst other things” he calmly explained.
“Oh.”
The four men chuckled quietly as Tristan walked to the back, David and Michael sat on a long bench made of black velvet and Jack lay on the one opposite it. “Sit” Tristan encouraged the two. “Make...

'B... but the... the Volturi?' Bella finally choked out. 'I don't know if it's a good idea if Emmett...' Bella hesitated for a moment. She turned her head and looked Carlisle straight in the eyes. 'We can't take that risk Carlisle. If something happens... Emmett is too breakable. With one touch they can...' Bella didn't even finish her sentence. But we all knew what she wanted to say.

'We have to, Bella,' Carlisle answered quietly. 'I know the risks but Aro wants to see Emmett without doubt.'

'Bella is right. Emmett's safety is too important to risk, Carlisle,' I agreed with Bella. 'If something...

Here it is.Chapter three.Special thanks to RosalieLillian who helped my writers block.Thanks so much to everyone for reading and being supportive of Painful Memories.Hope you like this chapter :D

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Painful Memories


Chapter Three






Alice POV






"Alice what's wrong?What did you see?" Edward asked me.I knew he would freak if he saw my vision.I quickly started sing Brick by Boring Brick by Paramore in my head.That was my favorite song by Paramore.

"Edward, It was about Rosalie" I turned to face the rest of my family and Bella."I'll tell...

I didn't know how long I ran or where I was. Finally I stopped and I leaned against a tree as I sobbed. I was going to lose Emmett soon. There was no way back. Aro told us about a day... a day what's linked to Emmett. We would never find out which day, it was hopeless. I knew I had to do anything to find out which day, but I didn't had the strength anymore. I couldn't do it. I admit I was afraid to find which day they meant. I was afraid because, what if the day already past? What if we were too late? Emmett would stay human forever.

I imagined Emmett growing old, I imagined him bruised because...

The two days flew by and before I knew we were on the plane to Italy. Emmett sat next to me, sleeping. His condition was better, but he still had pain. I prayed, wished and hoped as much as I could that he'll be fine, and with fine I mean one of us again. I know it was selfish, despite the fact that I prefer being human more than being a vampire, but you must understand that with this situation it was different. Though, I always wondered how it would be if Emmett was a human. Well, he was gorgeous.

I was snapped out of my thoughts by the speaker; we were going to land. I turned my head to see...