kings and queens
don't have it so hard
when light and love forgive the lord
I try
I try
to comence what is wrong
but in all is lost has been won
this war I try to fight for love
but some can help me follow
till death
till death
defeat the hope
and dreams tonight
be sorrow


where you at
wheres my love at
wheres my brain at
why could I do that
it was stupid

Now I'm useless and I'm stupid
and I am lonely
oh so lonely
all my fault it was
no sense denying that
it was stupid it was useless
now Im alone and I'm hurting


what did I do to me
I brought it all on me
now I want you back
I'll have a heart attack
no dying
no crying
everyhting...

[]Graduated High School.
[x]Kissed someone.
[]Smoked cigarettes.
[x]Got so drunk you passed out.
[x]Rode every ride at an amusement park.
[x]Collected something really stupid. (I use to collect rocks. How lame.)
[x]Gone to a rock concert.
[x]Helped someone.
[]Gone fishing. (Bleh. Fishing.)
[x]Watched four movies in one night. (Every Saturday I night is movie night. I watch 20 movies at least.)
[x]Gone long periods of time with out sleep. (Three days is my record)
[x]Lied to someone.
[x]Snorted cocaine.
[x]Failed a class.
[]Dealt drugs.
[]Taken a college level course.
[x]Been in a car accident.
[x]Been in a...

my fav song atm

~*~

Everyday I sit here waiting
Everyday just seems so long
And now I've had enough of all the hating
Do we even care, it's so unfair
Any day it'll all be over
Everyday there's nothing new
And now I just try to find some hope
To try and hold onto
But it starts again
It'll never end

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do

Almost giving up on trying
Almost heading for a fall
And now my mind is screaming out
I've gotta keep on fighting
But then again...

Te amo, te amo," she says to me
I hear the pain in her voice
Then we danced underneath the candelabra, she takes the lead
That's when I saw it in her eyes, it's over

Then she said "te amo"
Then she put her hand around my waist
I told her no, she cried "te amo"
I told her I'm not gonna run away, but let me go

My soul is awry, without asking why
I said, "te amo, wish somebody'd tell me what she said"
Don't it mean "I love you"?
Think it means "I love you"
Don't it mean "I love you"?

Te amo, te amo, she's scared to breathe
I hold her hand, I got no choice
Pulled me out on the beach, danced in the water, I start...