i need help please!

Being pagan starts inside of you. It's not about telling your family or making spells. It's about feeling the strenght of the nature.

However, you should probably read about it, so you can decide if that's what you really want.

I've been pagan since 2007. In the beggining I felt kind of scared, but the Goddess called me.

My family is adept of Spiritism by Allan Kardec. I was raised in this belief, but I abandoned in 2005 because I don't believe in God the way they do. So I spent a few months in Agnosticism, until I found my way in Paganism.

So, it doesn't matter what your family believes, but what you do. Be patient because it takes a long time until the right time for the initiation comes.

Well the most important thing to do first is read as many books as you can on Wicca and paganism. Educate yourself first and decide if Wicca is right for you. If you feel that it is the right path then you can either practice as a Solitary or look up a good coven and ask to be trained in Wicca.

Sounds like you already are........ its about what you believe, you don't have to delve too deep into but reading books is always a start.