i 12 years old.bummer huh especially when your in love with an 18 year old.gerran howell.i would love to meet him but if i did i would just stand there hiding my face because i didnt want him to see me as red as a beetroot i wouldnt be able to go up to him and ask for an autograph. i sometimes imagine i would have the courage and he would fall in love with me but then i think its kinda wrong i would be 18 going out with a 24 year old who lives about 200 miles away in wales.my friends think im mad i dont blame them really he is my phone wallpaper and his version of hallelujah is my ringtone.sometimes i think im mad too.the first time i saw him was in young dracula when he played vladimir dracula but i was ill when the first series was on so if anyone as a good link for the first series please post it! i have drawn picture of him they are based on his driving license photo i spent one hour on them they are pretty rubbish i will post them one day.you people and my diary are the only things that know i love him my mum doesnt even know i go on this site!to some up i love gerran i want to marry him and probably will never do so.
oh and by the way i really want gerrans bebo or msn but i think it would be weird to have his msn as i have never met him and it might be some impersonaters.is any one else 12 or 13 and love him i would like to know that im not alone becuase my friends dont think he's cute!!!
oh and by the way i really want gerrans bebo or msn but i think it would be weird to have his msn as i have never met him and it might be some impersonaters.is any one else 12 or 13 and love him i would like to know that im not alone becuase my friends dont think he's cute!!!
Its amazing how one person can change your whole world compleatly,all it takes is one look and suddenly your heads in the clouds.Every love song reminds you of him,you start watching romantic films and recreateing it in your head with new charectors...you and him.You gaze at his photo for hours hopeing that one day he'll see you...the way you see him.Hes always the first and last thing on your mind every single day.To experence all this emotion for one special person can make you feel sad at times...but at the same time feel compleately wonderful but...you still dont have him...and even though you want to fight for him you just cant...theres always something holding you back...maybe the fact that so many people love him and you think you dont have a chance...
This is how i feel about gerran...anyone else experence these feelings?
This is how i feel about gerran...anyone else experence these feelings?
Imagine its an ordinary day just like any other your walking down the street but then something happens on this day that is completly out of the ordinary you see walking down the street straight towards you talking to his mates OMG!!!
ITS GERREN HOWELL!!!! but then you realise that he wasn't walking towards you and you are standing there a like an idiot drooling over him.
So he walks past and stares at you like you some sort of freak.
You then walk home still thinking about that moment and you don't care that him and his mates laughed at you because you are treasuring that moment that second you will remember for the rest of your life that ordinary day on an ordinary street when Gerren Howell walked past you stared into your eyes and laughed!!
ITS GERREN HOWELL!!!! but then you realise that he wasn't walking towards you and you are standing there a like an idiot drooling over him.
So he walks past and stares at you like you some sort of freak.
You then walk home still thinking about that moment and you don't care that him and his mates laughed at you because you are treasuring that moment that second you will remember for the rest of your life that ordinary day on an ordinary street when Gerren Howell walked past you stared into your eyes and laughed!!