Tears flow down my cheek,
I'm sitting in the bathtub,
Feeling worthless and weak,
Dig my nails into my skin... then rub,
Anger filling my lungs and I begin to think,
Why does it feel like no one cares?
All I want to do right now is sink,
Sink into the ground... It's only fair,
All the young ones who deserved to live... had to go,
And left the world all alone,
I should be the one dead... I know,
I don't know who I am... or where to roam,
They knew... and they're gone,
And I'm all alone,
In this world where there is no love... everything is going wrong,
Nothing has a correct tone,
There is no difference in what's true and the lies,
You don't know which one is which anymore,
Young people's lives passes by fast and flies,
And all I do is slam the door,
Get away from the problems,
Just for a second at least,
I just wish I could solve them,
Kill who's causing this... kill that beast,
So I fill the tub with water,
Close my eyes and lower my head,
My life flashes through my eyes and I hear laughter,
I open my eyes and realize I don't have to be dead,
I was once happy... what happened?
It's all gone... nothing left,
I'm either sad or mad all the time... is there an end,
An end to it?
I lower my head again,
And ask "Does anyone love me?"
I close my eyes... and wait 'till I'm dead,
No more pain,
No more sadness,
No more tears,
No more smiles though... no more family,
No more anything...
I'm sitting in the bathtub,
Feeling worthless and weak,
Dig my nails into my skin... then rub,
Anger filling my lungs and I begin to think,
Why does it feel like no one cares?
All I want to do right now is sink,
Sink into the ground... It's only fair,
All the young ones who deserved to live... had to go,
And left the world all alone,
I should be the one dead... I know,
I don't know who I am... or where to roam,
They knew... and they're gone,
And I'm all alone,
In this world where there is no love... everything is going wrong,
Nothing has a correct tone,
There is no difference in what's true and the lies,
You don't know which one is which anymore,
Young people's lives passes by fast and flies,
And all I do is slam the door,
Get away from the problems,
Just for a second at least,
I just wish I could solve them,
Kill who's causing this... kill that beast,
So I fill the tub with water,
Close my eyes and lower my head,
My life flashes through my eyes and I hear laughter,
I open my eyes and realize I don't have to be dead,
I was once happy... what happened?
It's all gone... nothing left,
I'm either sad or mad all the time... is there an end,
An end to it?
I lower my head again,
And ask "Does anyone love me?"
I close my eyes... and wait 'till I'm dead,
No more pain,
No more sadness,
No more tears,
No more smiles though... no more family,
No more anything...
Playground, schoolbell rings again. Rainclouds come to play, again. Has no one told you, she's not breathing? Hello, im your mind, giving you someone to talk to, hello.
If i smile and dont believe, soon i know, i'll wake from this dream.
Don't try to fix me, im not broken!
Hello, im the lie living for you, so you can hide, dont cry.....
Suddenly i know, im not sleeping, hello, im still here!
.....all that's left.....of yesterday......
Hey everyone. Just wanted you to know about this song, even if you dont know what its about, somehow it makes you feel sad...... Just look up the song and you will know what i mean.....
If i smile and dont believe, soon i know, i'll wake from this dream.
Don't try to fix me, im not broken!
Hello, im the lie living for you, so you can hide, dont cry.....
Suddenly i know, im not sleeping, hello, im still here!
.....all that's left.....of yesterday......
Hey everyone. Just wanted you to know about this song, even if you dont know what its about, somehow it makes you feel sad...... Just look up the song and you will know what i mean.....
Nothing Remains
© Joni Jefferson
Innocent eyes and sweet laughter – now vacant and empty
Staring into a dark void
Hot tears on my pillow
Scared to fight
Too young to understand
Cold hands everywhere – holding, touching, hurting
Rape and perversion
Blood – sweat – on my clothes
Hatred – confusion – disgust
Night after night, week after week, year after year
No longer a child – only an object
Silence – no dreams – no sleep
So many missing years
So many forgotten memories
All virtue – goodness – happiness gone
Childhood stolen – innocence murdered
Only pain and sadness remained
The child is gone – the child is dead
Nothing else remains
Source: The Child Is Gone – The Child Is Dead, Rape Poems link
© Joni Jefferson
Innocent eyes and sweet laughter – now vacant and empty
Staring into a dark void
Hot tears on my pillow
Scared to fight
Too young to understand
Cold hands everywhere – holding, touching, hurting
Rape and perversion
Blood – sweat – on my clothes
Hatred – confusion – disgust
Night after night, week after week, year after year
No longer a child – only an object
Silence – no dreams – no sleep
So many missing years
So many forgotten memories
All virtue – goodness – happiness gone
Childhood stolen – innocence murdered
Only pain and sadness remained
The child is gone – the child is dead
Nothing else remains
Source: The Child Is Gone – The Child Is Dead, Rape Poems link
Adam seen some of his friend fighting.Adam asked them what are you guys fighting about.They all said NOTHING GO AWAY ADAM.Adam said NO I'M TRIED OF YOU GUYS TREATING ME LIKE CRAP.They all said we are going to beat you up.Adam said DON'T YOU GUYS TOUCH ME I WILL KILL YOU.They all rolled there eyes.Adam said I HATE YOU GUYS SO MUCH.They all started kicking and punching Adam.Jim said IF YOU EVER MESS WITH US AGAIN WE WILL KILL YOU.Jack said WE SOULD KILL HIM.Adam said I'M CALLING MY OTHER FRIENDS Aster and Zane and Axel.Jim said BUT THEY CAN'T BEAT US.Adam said MY OTHER FRIENDS ARE HERE.Jim said YEAH BUT THEY ARE NOT STRONGER THEN US.Axel said I'M GOING TO KILL YOU GUYS.Axel and Zane and Aster started KICKING AND PUNCHING THEM.They all die and the fight was over.