no thats just being depressed.. lol. did u know these facts about suicide???
sui·cide
Pronunciation: \ˈsü-ə-ˌsīd\
Function: noun
Etymology: Latin sui (genitive) of oneself + English -cide; akin to Old English & Old High German sīn his, Latin suus one's own, sed, se without, Sanskrit sva oneself, one's own
Date: 1643
1 a: the act or an instance of taking one's own life VOLUNTARILY and INTENTIONALLY especially BYA PERSON OF YEARS OF DISCRETION AND OF SOUND MIND.