Ok, so I have to write an English paper this week. . . Like that's gonna stop me. ;P A little person thank you to everyone at the end.
Damon's POV
I fell to the ground, weakened by the vervaine. The cell ground was cold, and wet from the rain coming from the cracks in the ceiling. I just stared blankly into space, trying not to think of her. But, I guess I deserved this. It all depended on who you asked. I never left to hurt her; I always intended on coming back as soon as I got my ... thirst for humans under control. I was going to try the life of my brother, until I found myself here. I was going back to her when this happened.
I wondered if she had given up on me coming back. I prayed that she hadn't. But if she had, I wanted her to be happy. Even if that meant without me. Her happiness was more important than mine.
Of course my mind wandered back to that forbidden subject often. More than that, probably. I couldn't get her smile out of my eyes. Her laugh, her eyes, her hair; Everything. They taunted me daily.
I wondered how much longer Stefan would keep up this torture. Until I was almost dead from it, I was sure. I just hoped with everything I had that he stayed away from Elena. The things he could do to her gave me chills.
I rolled on my back, letting the rain dampen my face. I wished for sleep, anything that would ease the pain. Even if it was only temporary.
I took a deep breath, and felt the vervaine kick in my system; Finally. I could get some sort of release. It was torterous, but it's what I deserved. So many mistakes I had made ...
Part of the drug eased your mind, made you forget most things; The other part played with your mind. Hallucinations, different sensations were caused by this. The most noticable effect it had on me was my chest; I could almost feel my heart beating again, about to come out my chest. It was tearing in half, I could feel it. I wanted to rip open my skin and tear it out. It was something no human would ever experience. They would die before the real pain started. And the hallucinations ... they killed me over each time. Elena. Of course; Who else would it be.
I focused on the simple, trying to plan something. Anything to keep my mind occupied while the other half was being tortured and humiliated. I focused on the cracks in the ceiling, trying to find a way out of this hell I knew I deserved.
I know it's really short, and please don't hate me for making Stefan the bad guy. I just couldn't do it to Damon. I would write more, but I have school tomorrow and need MAJOR sleep before I fall asleep in my math class again like I did today. Comment, rate, you know how it goes. Thanks to everyone for wanting me to continue. Happy tears for each and every one of you. (':
This is for yall! Here you go Gabbie! (hugs, kisses, ducks, tea, chocolate, coffee, syrup, everything. I love you), twilightlovie14 (for all of your support. I can honestly say I probably wouldn't be writing without you), and cullen_fan09 (SYRUP! damon-yummy-licious? is that right? for forgetting and then remembering. HAHA I swore to myself I wasn't gonna bring that up again. My b)
-The Syrup Monster
Damon's POV
I fell to the ground, weakened by the vervaine. The cell ground was cold, and wet from the rain coming from the cracks in the ceiling. I just stared blankly into space, trying not to think of her. But, I guess I deserved this. It all depended on who you asked. I never left to hurt her; I always intended on coming back as soon as I got my ... thirst for humans under control. I was going to try the life of my brother, until I found myself here. I was going back to her when this happened.
I wondered if she had given up on me coming back. I prayed that she hadn't. But if she had, I wanted her to be happy. Even if that meant without me. Her happiness was more important than mine.
Of course my mind wandered back to that forbidden subject often. More than that, probably. I couldn't get her smile out of my eyes. Her laugh, her eyes, her hair; Everything. They taunted me daily.
I wondered how much longer Stefan would keep up this torture. Until I was almost dead from it, I was sure. I just hoped with everything I had that he stayed away from Elena. The things he could do to her gave me chills.
I rolled on my back, letting the rain dampen my face. I wished for sleep, anything that would ease the pain. Even if it was only temporary.
I took a deep breath, and felt the vervaine kick in my system; Finally. I could get some sort of release. It was torterous, but it's what I deserved. So many mistakes I had made ...
Part of the drug eased your mind, made you forget most things; The other part played with your mind. Hallucinations, different sensations were caused by this. The most noticable effect it had on me was my chest; I could almost feel my heart beating again, about to come out my chest. It was tearing in half, I could feel it. I wanted to rip open my skin and tear it out. It was something no human would ever experience. They would die before the real pain started. And the hallucinations ... they killed me over each time. Elena. Of course; Who else would it be.
I focused on the simple, trying to plan something. Anything to keep my mind occupied while the other half was being tortured and humiliated. I focused on the cracks in the ceiling, trying to find a way out of this hell I knew I deserved.
I know it's really short, and please don't hate me for making Stefan the bad guy. I just couldn't do it to Damon. I would write more, but I have school tomorrow and need MAJOR sleep before I fall asleep in my math class again like I did today. Comment, rate, you know how it goes. Thanks to everyone for wanting me to continue. Happy tears for each and every one of you. (':
This is for yall! Here you go Gabbie! (hugs, kisses, ducks, tea, chocolate, coffee, syrup, everything. I love you), twilightlovie14 (for all of your support. I can honestly say I probably wouldn't be writing without you), and cullen_fan09 (SYRUP! damon-yummy-licious? is that right? for forgetting and then remembering. HAHA I swore to myself I wasn't gonna bring that up again. My b)
-The Syrup Monster
You're my friend and that is true
But these words are given from me to you,
We went through moments that were good and bad
Even moments that were happy and sad,
Whenever you're sad or even in tears
I'll stick by you when your in fear,
I'll be there when you need a hand
Or someone to listen and understand,
Words can't explain how much I'm grateful
For your friendship I will be forever thankful
Miles away can't keep us apart
Because you'll always be there right in my heart
Short and Sweet!
Hope you like it!!!
Love,
Resha
But these words are given from me to you,
We went through moments that were good and bad
Even moments that were happy and sad,
Whenever you're sad or even in tears
I'll stick by you when your in fear,
I'll be there when you need a hand
Or someone to listen and understand,
Words can't explain how much I'm grateful
For your friendship I will be forever thankful
Miles away can't keep us apart
Because you'll always be there right in my heart
Short and Sweet!
Hope you like it!!!
Love,
Resha
Ok, so Brooki and I were at a bit of a disagreement with where Lustful was going: I wanted there to be a Stelena, but she didn't. So, I took it upon myself to write a story for Stelena (don't worry, Damon will not be forgotten!)!
I have a name for it already, and I will be posting it soon! The Terrible Triangle. What do you think? Too cheesy? Let me know what you think about it, cause I can;t wait to get started!
If you have better name suggestions for me, comment!
Here is a preview!:
I got out of the car and locked my door, nervious and embarassed for being late...for our anniversary. I raced up the steps and knocked on the door. No one answered, so I turned the knob; the door was open. I walked in to hear a loud crash coming from the kitchen. I ran to the kitchen to see Damon and Stefan arguing - again."
Come to my fanfic to read it! Comment!!!
I have a name for it already, and I will be posting it soon! The Terrible Triangle. What do you think? Too cheesy? Let me know what you think about it, cause I can;t wait to get started!
If you have better name suggestions for me, comment!
Here is a preview!:
I got out of the car and locked my door, nervious and embarassed for being late...for our anniversary. I raced up the steps and knocked on the door. No one answered, so I turned the knob; the door was open. I walked in to hear a loud crash coming from the kitchen. I ran to the kitchen to see Damon and Stefan arguing - again."
Come to my fanfic to read it! Comment!!!